Friday, September 23, 2011

Something to remember

      Sam was one of the person who added color to my 2010 journey.It was short but full of memories.

1. My first Visit at Paseo del Mar with him


2.Eating Pastil at love life with him



3.Karaoke mode with him


        He used to sing this song to me. In fairness he has a good voice.

   Beautiful In my Eyes
       by Jericho Rosales


You're my piece of mind, in this crazy world
You're every thing I've tried to find
Your love is a pearl
You're my Mona Lisa
You're my rainbow skies
And my only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...


The world will turn
And the seasons will change
And all the lessons we will learn
Will be beautiful and strange
We'll have our fell of tears
Our share of sight
My only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...

You will always be beautiful in my eyes

And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes


And there are lines upon my face
From a life time of smiles
When the time comes to embrace
For one long last wine
We can laugh about how time really flies
We won't say goodbye
'Cause true love never dies
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...


You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes


The passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes...




     I never regret that I met Sam, one of the reason that I was once lost, but I was hoping that you warned me that it was the last day for both of us so that I will be ready and accepted it easily. Let me just share the song that I want to sing for you.


Before I Let you go
 By Free style

I can still remember like yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that your love will
make me feel oh so right
But now I feel lost, don't know what to do
Each and every day I think of you
Holdin' back the tears, I'm trying with all my might

Refrain:
Because you've gone and left me standing All alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow On my own....
But baby....

Chorus:

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin' 'Coz it's true,baby
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do,
yeah So before I let you go
I want to say .....
I love you

Interlude:
I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could've given you so much more
Even though you know I'd given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you That I'm always dreaming of...

Repeat Refrain
Repeat Chorus (except last 3 words)

Bridge:
Coz Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so That's why I set you free And I know
Someday
Somehow
I'll find a way To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be But baby.........

Repeat chorus (except last 3 words)
So before I let you go I want to say.......I love you . 

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Something To Learn

College life
         
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           I consider  V and A as my closest friends among my batch mate, we are different in many ways but we understand each other.V was a classy type while me and A conservative type so we could understand more than V and besides we are both Cancer as well.
           If we are not in School campus you can find us in radio station "97.9 love radio" before and EZ rock now.We love that station specially with their program "balentong na love "for their Valentines day  edition for the month of February.


After Graduation








             We took the let exam together with our batch mate, luckily three of us passed.The simple girls are now professional teachers.Time comes that we need to separate to find our own future, it was hard for me to accept that we need to separate to find our own future it was hard for me to accept that we need to separate but that's for our own good.One thing I've learned from V is"I don't want an attachment" she kept on saying that to me even before were in I was thinking that she was just selfish but now I came to realize that she was right.It is easy to move on if you are not attached with the person.


Work place





    

              Me and A have the same work and the same company while V focused in teaching.I was so happy because we stayed in one house with A though I am away from my family.However those happy moments ended so fast because she left me because she needs to go back in our city.The pain that I felt was twice than I felt  when we separated with V.Maybe I consider A as my best friend.I cried many tears but then again I need to move on.
              Another life to face alone this time working in different city and far from my parents, until such time I met Spartans. I improved a lot and many lessons I've learned from simple conservative I turned into conservative "rakista".



Moving On








              All the things that I've done were all first time  and it was with Spartans specially with Leelai, I was happy then and felt complete because I have friends, career and love life.But just like the story in a movie there is always an ending.Then everything comes to an end I lose my career,love life and friends.
              For how many months I was lost full of tears and always alone.I usually spend time at "tsokolate" ate their lomi then walk alone until I found Tosphil, it is one of the call center company in my city, because of it and with the help of the people there I found my self back.I should say thank you to the Tosphilians and other friends.I learned that I should widen my horizon and not to allow other people to run my life instead I should listen to my self and be productive, one more thing I've learned that no one really dis appears or left you it's just that  their roles changed.